no one said it would be easy...

its time to go "home" ...where that is, im not too sure... but im ready for the comforts "home" brings

sometimes... i wish i could be normal... and.... yea...

only one more exam!!

oh the games we play...

i wish that just for once i could be sure of what You are doing and willing me to do - i guess ill just close my eyes and jump and trust You to catch me... cuz ive learned that even if i jump in the wrong direction, not trying to follow You, You still catch me... so if im trying to figure out Your will, i know You will catch me all the more if i mess up...

i just dont want to mess up....

huzzah!

heres to a new beginning

how do you know where to find the balance between seeing the good in people and missing the evil acts they are capable of?  how do you caution yourself against loving the person for who you see them becoming and forgetting who they are now, but still having faith in the manifestation of the good you see inside their heart?

i dont want to be naive, i dont want to be stupid and miss reality again... but i also dont want to become the person that only sees the bad in people and misses all the beauty that peaks out of their heart every once in a while.

like most things in life its both a blessing and a curse...hmmmmmm

expect the unexpected...

once again i have returned to this phrase in my life... expect blessings! :)

and it really is the little things in life - lets start noticing them and appreciating them

hah God and his sense of humor...

*update: baby girl has yet to be born! arg!!!! sounds like she is going to be a daughter after her mom's heart straight from the beginning...*